The Invisible And Disappearing

had my japanese speaking test today went first but was not very nervous manage to get 99.999% of the things right i guess :D and i got to went home early went to skate with yeeteng and ian still cant t-break...lolomgwtfbbq but the in the end i pulled my stomach muscle D: need to hold back cough

i guess old habits really do die hard well i cant say i blame any particular person for it happening it most probably is the lack of control that lead to this. That also is probably not the whole reason for it happening well i guess its just a series of unfortunate events that happen in a really really bad row...

Well looks like i got both of my legs stuck in quicksand while trying to get something which sunk in.something important yet not necessary,easy to make yet hard to let go.I used to be able to hold on too it yet through time i got more and more tired and the weight of the sand forces the thing down deeper and deeper. eventually i start to loose grip and lose sight of it .I guess its time for me to pull myself out and prevent myself from ending up worse than the state i already am .i hope that i can walk away standing tall like i used to ...

D:<

just came back frm camp tired as hell D: had fun tho but upon the camp ending i figured it is just back to crappy life with lots of problems unsolved

its like it all turn inside out and its my fault and yet no matter how far back or how deep i dig in to my memories i dont recall screwing anyone over ever and yet i am treated as if i done something condemable by hell or some sort its only a matter of time before acting nice isnt an option anymore what will you do then?...i probably know u wont even give a fuck even if i was never wrong in the first place

really where do i really want to end up.. i have no idea.... time to get one soon i guess

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