The Invisible And Disappearing

went to the hospital to visit my grandmother again today been there 3 times and all 3 times i fell asleep at the couch >_< oh well was typing this at 00:01 i am going to get pointed out again that i never update my blog daily lol :D edit (it seems i made it)

never good at giving titles dunno why. Went to a karaoke lounge today for the first time in my life >< its just like what i expected to be :D

man I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING SO CLOSE YET SO FAR it irritates the hell outta me D:< but on a happier note....i cant think of any... oh well

for todays movie outing i manage to get 5/8 of the people invited to come well a pass right ?? :P ~~ awsome stuff. *is in totally awsome mode right now*~~~~

so totally almost forgot to post today luckkky ~~~~thanks to the holidays i am feeling like myself again (not sure its a good thing or not) but neiter the less ~~~ yay for rest

ahhh free time comes with holiday just done finish the 2nd and last part of my currrent personal project(which took longer due to exams) ~~~ i feel sooo happppppy

its been awhile since i have been this bored....*yawn* nothing intersting to write 2day but its the holidays for me so yay~~~

DONE WITH ALL THE PAPERS WOOOOOOO~~~~~
so now i guess its time to enjoy and put a long post (on average of the pass few)
went to the central to have an awsome jap lunch and i am only hinting the lunch was awsome not the process of finding where to eat*hint hint*
and now i am eathing those awsome candy i got from sticky at the basement (pics will come later )

i really should be studying right now but since "someone" *looks left* *looks right* say i never up date daily ill try to prove her wrong lol kk now back to studying ael to avoide a fail *studystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudy*

mood still in low this days ...
barely studied any ael today but now at least my hair is done and my pet dinosaur is fed i think ill start studing this horrid subject

this is not good... its turing worse by days gone by.. i am starting to hate playing anything D:> i feel less and less in to playing anything esp my psp..<--- totaly not good

on the bright side at least i get to have more free time to do other stuff...i guess

totally dont feel like myself this pass few days..i think i am craking not good NOT GOOD......it will all be back to normal after exams wont it.. i can only hope

always though i was good at planning 2 steps ahead D: i was wrong i guess....totaly not in the mood to study....D:

yup as what the title says its the first time in a very very long while that i manage to actually study D: hurra for me

thinking too much most of the time....(and i know this aint doing me much good) ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS..........
totaly forgot i must study ael em3a..... must pass D: if not i will die D:D:D:D:D:D: ahhh well talking to much will do me no good ARGGHHH OFF TO STUDY !!!! *throws psp out of room*

feeling alot better my mind is clearer :D had to go school for 1 hr just to hand up a paper but what the heck :D life got better i guess

got out of the wrong side of bed felt like a total bloody mess.... cant rember much of what happen yesterday except i did the stupidest thing i ever done in 17 years of my crappy life.....still feeling like crap SCREW STUDIES SCREW TEST SCREW LIFE D:<

today was a bloody tiring day D: which wed isnt for me *sign*t this is the last time i have to do this

figured out a few useful things today and reminded of a few which i almost forgoten one of which is to never assume stuff you will end up missing out the main points and not look at the whole picture

second is that i totaly suck at studing long periods of time D:

and finally in order to make this post not so emo ill say that while reading stuff of the internet highlighing everything is nice and notepad helps to authough most people dont know what i may be talking about i think some of you will :P

First post of this what is still half done ill leave the first post without meaning :P because i feel like it

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